Update

So here's the latest for all of you who have been asking, I figured the easiest was to answer you all at once....

I went to the doctor for more x-rays on July 3rd (exactly at the 6 week mark) and he said that my foot is healING, but not healed yet. So he said I need to where the cast/boot thing for 2 more weeks, then come back in to see him. After that I'll do 2 weeks of basic physical therepy, then 2 more weeks of more intense physical therepy and that's when I can kind of start dancing on it. He said that realistically I'm looking at another aproximately 2 months before I'm totally back to normal.
So I spent the next several days being mopey and depressed, and trying to figure out where I need to be and what I should be doing for this next period of my life. Then that Thursday (July 6) I checked my email on my lunchbreak and, lo and behold, what awaited me in my inbox but an email from none other than CIRQUE DU SOLEIL! To quote them directly..."After reviewing the material you sent us, we are pleased to inform you that your name will be added to the list of candidates we would like to audition in the near future." So....while they couldn't be much more vauge, I'm pretty darn excited and am just hoping and praying and trusting God that they won't want me to come and audition for at least a month or two so I'll have time for my foot to heal and get back in shape.

So once again I'm at a crossroads in my life and don't know where I'm going to be past August 10 or so. It looks like for the fall I will be either going back to Nashville, staying here in Oklahoma or going to Jacksonville, FL. The hard part is that I have jobs in all three places, I have friends in all three places, I would need to find a new place to live all three places....so I just really need to hear from God and figure out where He wants me to be.

Anyways...I love you all and will let you all know where I end up.

Addicted to complications

Maybe I just always want what I can't have...

Or maybe you've grown so cynical that if something is good, you assume it's too good to be true....

Or maybe I'm scared of proving someone else right.....

Or maybe you thought you found what you were looking once before and it ended up being wrong, so now you're afraid to get too attached to something and find out that it's wrong once again......

Or maybe I don't really believe that I deserve something simple.......

Or maybe you just like drama........

Or maybe I'm really just a masochist and get some sort of sick pleasure out of torturing myself.........

Or maybe you're still terrified of making any real and lasting decisions in case you make the wrong one..........

Or maybe I'm living in a movie and of course once there is a fledgling chance at simple happiness, there has to be some new twist or the audience will just get bored...........

Or maybe you're worried that you're the one that will get bored............

Or maybe.............

Or maybe..............

Or maybe...............

Or maybe I'm just crazy and it's all in my head